She Won't see me.

I sit around the usual place,
At the corner in the train,
Wishing that these things would be,
A little more of what i dream

I just want to se eher smile,
Nothing more is worth that while,
Hug her when she's sad and down,
And joking when i see her frown

but

Why won't she see.....
Why won't she notice me....
Why won't she smile....
Nothing else is worth that while.

Take me away,
Take me away from my mistakes.
All i wish are things would be,
A little more of what i dream

but

Why won't she see.....
Why won't she see me.....

(cause i suck....)

All i want is just to say,
"I miss you every single day."
Hold her hand when we are close,
Cover her when she is cold.

Help her out with college work,
Laugh when she says i'm a jerk,
Stroke her hair when she's asleep,
Hold her gently as we kiss

But

Why won't she see....
Why won't she look at me...
Why won't she smile...
When i'm close around...

Take me away,
Take me away from my mistakes.
i know that we could never be,
At least, God, please notice me

but

Why won't she see....
Why won't she see me...

Day by day,
I look your way
And i hope
That someday
Just someday
You would say

"heys"
and smile....

And here i'm now, off this train,
Walking down this solemn rain
Wishing that these things would be
A little more of what i dream

but

She won't see....
She won't notice me
She won't see
And she will....oh she will (God no)...she will never...

love me....

Take me away,
Take me away from my mistakes.
Hug me when i'm sad and down
Kiss me when i wear a frown

But

She won't see.....
She won't see me.....
Cos she can't see....
Someone, oh someone

Like me......

(written by: Hafutota no JE)
15th March, 2006




I'm there, looking.

As i stand up on the stage,
I look on down and saw her face
She was there; she stroked her hair, she glanced up but didn't care.

The won't went cold,
I lost my soul
I'm drowning in a sea of coal

I lost my mind,
She wouldn't mind,
She'll never look even if i tried

No words,
No laugh,
Nothing really matters much.
No song,
Nothing's wrong,
Nothing will ever let her know

i'm there,
looking......

Now she went up on the stage,
She looked down, but not my face,
i was there, i couldn't bear, for all my life i spent to care

World went slow,
And then it snowed,
And i'm drowning in her cold.

she made me cry,
i lost my fight,
She'll never look even if i tried

No words,

No laugh,

Nothing really matters much,

No song,

Nothing's wrong,

But nothing would ever ler her know

i'm there,

looking....

kill me
Kill me,
rid me of my fantasies,

kill me
kill me
Just fucking kill me......

no words,
no laugh,
Nothing really matters much
no song,
nothing's wrong
But nothing would ever let me know

i'm there
looking......

(written by: hafutota no JE)
15th March, 2006


"One glance would mean a million bliss,
One smile would mean a million kiss."