Sitting here, I wonder about tomorrow....

........ because i'm gonna bloody fail my Drama paper. i ended up not studying the whole holidays and the sense of urgency and panic only flitted into my thick patetic cranium 3 hours ago. Once more i realised i'm unprepared. My notion is too absorb as many info as i can about Emily of Emerald hill and pray i remember the specks of it tomorrow, but distractions are too many... ranging from Final Fantasy 3/6 and Chelsea's match agaisnt Liverpool. I can't concentrate, and i know i'm ruined. I'm just gonna stab in a few joss sticks tomorrow at the deities and pray i live through the paper (which i doubt will be granted, for i have SINNED so greatly by procrastinating and succumbing to the blissful temptation of laziness).

And i now i set here ang blog about in an attempt to reflect on it and try to relieve the anxiousness building in my chest. Ugh... when will i learn? How many times already have i fallen into this situation, and yet never learn from it? I suck. I ought to go to hell and suck spiky lollipops. I wonder if a late new year resolution might help. But then again, resolutions never really do help. the only time i managed to successfully accomplish a resolution is when i told myself that i ought to complete Prince of Persia: Warrior Within by January to avoid distractions as i start on Star Ocean 3.

hmmm.... sorry for the late update. I couldn't bring myself to blog over the holidays. I had a notion to make a Chinese new year chronicle posting, but the effort to do so (uploading tons fo pics, editing them, planning the use of them) and the time consumed restricted my lazy arse. I'd leave it until after the exams (last paper on thursday).

Speaking bout thursday i still dunno what to get Geetha for her b'day. i promised a present, and since she had an affection for teddy bears i checked them out at my nearby TESCO supermart. BLoody hell do they cost! Maybe i should coax Amanda and Michelle (oh heck, maybe Ju Ee too) into pot-lucking some money and buy one.

Ah, well, it's time for me to hit the sack. i just hope the nerves from imminent regret that'll settle on me later won't keep me awake.

goodnight peops. And to my fellow classmates (and to those who are also taking the Drama paper tomorrow, i.e the PR guys or the MS gals), good luck tomorrow. All the best! Gambateh!