Erm....1st post?

Yeah, well, i know i promised myself a complete overhaul for my blog after my exams. But i can't sleep right now and i'm bored, so i thought i'd start the overhaul a little earlier.... though i'm just gonna keep it at the minimal side.

Reading a couple of my friend's blogs recently is returning my lost urge to blog/journal writing, so i planned this overhaul to revamp and possibly improvise my blog (if i am capable of). Another thing is that i intend to create another blog account, one which i will feature stories/features/news/junk which i will gather myself with hopes to gain myself a little experience over my journalism career path.

The biggest problem now is........ do i have the dicipline?

I have the tendency to neglect my journal after a few beginning entries, and this blog has been left to collect digital dust for the past 5 months or so. Can i actually manage two blogs and update them regularly? I'm constantly doubting myself, but doubting is never changing a thing, so i guess i'll just give it a shot and see how it may last.

It's not that i got lazy to update my posts...yeah, well, maybe a little lazy, but the main problem is getting the right time to post. I'm a slow writer/ typer (due to my limited and restricted intelligence, unfortunately), so finding a time which i can actually blog without interuptions by my brother and his dominating will to use the computer whenever he wants it, is the hard part. i mean, i can do my blogging in the afternoon, but most days i have college to attend. My biggest bet is to previously type an entry into my Lap-top first and then transfer it to this PC. Still, i'm worried about the timing.... let's see if i can plan it out.

Well, it's better now if i leave this blog matters away first.... now i have my exams to worry about. I did rather badly in my Bahasa Malaysia and English Language test, i think, due to some patheticly simple yet distructable mistakes. I'm having my Electronic Publishing test next Monday, and i am (once again, as usual) severly unprepared for it. i barely have the gist of what is to tested and what the bloody subject is all about. i have, like, one day to catch up with a couple of months worth of information. An impossible feat.... but my only chance and i hope it'll work out....

Mass Media Law is up Friday, and i'm horrendously under-knowledged regarding it. Amanda stopped by on my MSN messenger today to ask about Mass Media ethics and the Immanuel Kant thingy and i knew nothing of it. God, it's sad to see that my self-inflicted negligence and utter laziness have caused me to degrade myself and failing to aid a friend. Geez....i need to study....

And chinese new year is just around the corner (next sunday). the time of the year which i sincerely grew bored of. Later about that.... in another post, maybe. that is, if i post. and that is, if you care. and that is, if anyone is reading this. that is, if anyone even knew me.... lolz (ah, i'm ridiculous)

I guess i'll end this one here.... i'm running out of crap to type. I ought to try and sleep... but maybe after a couple of rounds with Yahoo! pool.

Goodnight.